SucH a PaTHetiC LiFE

Always think that He always with us Ok 1st of all sorry if I didn’t know how to write again cause u know since when I didn’t update my blog and aku rasa mcm janggal nak start tulis balik..so kalau rasa cam boring 2 sorry la.. ermm ok 2nd of all aku rasa macam tension gila babeng sebab dah lame x tulis kot so dalam kepala nie gigabytes pasal penulisan cukup berat and this is the right time to transfer to my external hard drive(my blog) cause aku slalu cakap dalam otak..hahaha…phewwww… Lepas aku dah lame x update blog,I was more to facebook and tweeter but dekat tweeter aku asyik keja nak maki je..aku x hashtag sape2 so x yah terasa la..kadang2 aku maki kat diri sendiri pown aku update kat sana.. Ok life in college..even 2 and a half years,theres a lot of new thing I saw and learnt…terutama budak2… ada yang always budjet itu semua bagai..trust me if u are in college aite now u will see all these people..if u masih skolah,just just just love ur school children.hahaha..seriously..i miss the old time when I do stupid things,and even my mum bring up my scholl time pasal I got cought with my teacher bout smoking,trust me,I don’t want to make my mum cry again…masa tu time form 1 kot x silap,I don’t if ive wrote bout this but its ok..its my blog…so I can write bout it ten times if I want..duhhh… Ok back 2 my story,masa tu about form 1 and I just got back from scholl cam biasa balik mandi akan tdo sampai maghrib(dulu penat,ape kau tau) then dalam kol 8 cam 2 phone ringing,and I picked it up the my teachers said wanna talk to my mum,and I was like ouh ok…sebab masa tu maybe dia nak puji aku pasal being a good student cause trust me,when I was in form 1,I was a brilliant student…wahh gitu…then I continue watched my movie dalam master bedroom then I almost forgot bout them bout half and hour,my mum came and she stare a me madly the suddenly she cry,she took off her glasses,then she said… why you did this to me..and I stood up and said why and I start nervous the she said, why u smoking??!! Why!! And suddenly manly tears aku pown mengalir…I didn’t remember after that but what I know I promised to her I wont do that again.and trust me,aku anak derhaka pada waktu itu cause make my mum cried and sampai skrang rasa bersalah itu masih ada dalam diri.but now after with school and in college,guess what satu family aku dah tau tapi aku masih hormat lagi la dia owg,bila dia owg x dak baru aku smoking and if if if and this if pown pernah jadi,I smoke then saw my dad balik terus buang rokok tu..i don’t care 80sen sebatang ke ape ka aku tros throw it out…the my dad said fuhhhhhhh asap dragon kuar kat idong sebab x dapat tahan nafas lama2…hahaha.. Ok back to life college,its kinda good life in college sbb dia x macam uni and this college trust me u can do whatever u want as long as u banyak duit,hahaha…x nak blaja nak fail ke ape ke….u gonna fail,,then hulur je la duit..and this college just don’t care bout student,ko nak accident tepi jalan ke ko nak mampos ke ape ke x kesah…keja kau pegi kolej balik koleh,ponteng??just bagi surat,10x nenek kau sakit pown ok..hahaha… tapi aku malas nak condem college aku lebeh2…lau nak tahu tanye je la budak2 FIM aka Food Institute Malaysia..btw aku short duit aku 1k and kena settle sebelum final last sem akan datang…so aku pown x tau la nak kata aku fail teruk x dak la sgt…1 paper je and pointer 2.8-2.9 bukan 2.0 ke bawah..hmmm mushkil aku dibuat nya..adakah tikus longkeeng tepi college aku ambik??hahahah…and u know what,baru2 nie kuar result paper agama yang soklan tingkatan 3 and guess what half of our intake fail with full colors..yes!!we need to repeat class or resit for da paper..yeah!! memang bapak aku tokei cat Nippon..so as a student aku dah Nampak benda2 nie so aku ambik keputusan buy a bike ONLY! Sebab bapak aku tokei cat Nippon so beli moto je…then stay outside dari college sbb just imagine bangla satu rumah pown baru 8-9 orang…itu pown dah cukup sempit…nie sumbat sampai 20 orang satu rumah and just imagine…got damn it! I just love my college…sbab aku bersyukr tu aku move out…hehehehe..so bout that loan x sabra aku nak ke ptptn sbb staff Food institute Malaysia cakap dia orang buat kerja btol..so sape yang x betol??mungkin makcik cleaner klcc kot..hehehe..STOP Ahhh just got back dari kencing…sbb pikir pasal kolej leh kena kencing manis la sbb saye sangat saying kan ia..hahahah…ok ape lagi aku nak cita? Ok bout my house,ok la..stayin with my bradah….the best bro…abg aku ok..jenis wat hal masing2 and jaga each other and our head quarters is in penang that is my mum…call anak 1st x dapat,dia call aku,call aku x dapat dia call abg aku..so kami ada link..hahaha..and kat rumah sane ade housemate yang baik gila babeng and I always pray for him and my brother cause bagi aku chance..lau x merempat la aku tepi jalan sebab FIM ingat bapak aku tokei cat Nippon…btw aku x dibuang asrama ok…Cuma sejak2 aku keluar rumah,aku dah boleh tdo aman and got my own privacy. Life as a college ok u can do whatever u want,whenever u need..tapi as a college student,hanya pitih saje x de..bukan x de tapi limited edition cause we can work..of course tapi for me aku dah lepak ngan orang2 tua dari aku they said,yes when ure in the college u really felt like u need money then u work all day long after class before class…tapi kau akan nyesal…and aku pown terpikir gak..then they said lagi,arief just enjoy ur life,once u start working like us,u will have money but u wont got time like before…and dah banyak ayat tu sbb 2 aku kerja x slalu…sbb aku nak enjoy puas2 sblm benda yang berat datang… and I admit life as a college student kacau bilau sebab u have to live ur own…dah x de dah nak manja2…this is the beginning of ur life.so aku pown cam relax je…makan serbaa sikit..aku tau la badan aku besar so what?ini besar sebab mak bapak aku bela dengan elok..tgk kau skrang depan skrin,cekedis…hahaha lawak je…don’t take too serious… So two weeks more I think dah nak sambung blaja for da last sem and nak puasa dah…sbb 2 aku tulis blog bg release tension sblm ramadhan takot maki2 wat dosa saja… ermm that’s it I think for tonight…salam